Last Wednesday, I got out the Christmas decorations.You see, here in lovely Las Vegas, it just doesn't feel holiday-ish. I was on a holiday high in Idaho and coming back was a slap in the face. I figured if it didn't feel like Christmas outside, I was going to bring it in. After I put away the fall decor and decked the halls with wonderful winter stuff, it was time for my favorite part. The Christmas tree. I put it all up, plugged everything in and...2 branches lit up. The rest was dead. So, I wiggled a few branches which eventually turned into non stop shaking of the tree.
Scott got home, and the electronic tech came out in him. He started doing stuff with the lights and wires and plugging and bypassing...and a whole other slew of things that don't make any sense to me, but to no avail. The tree was still not lit.
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't upset. I'd also be lying if I said I didn't cry. It was the last straw that broke the camels back. The chances of us getting home for Christmas are very slim this year. I was in dire needs for something to brighten my spirits, and thought for sure that my Christmas tree would do the trick. I needed that warming feeling you get as you sit in the dark staring at the glowing tree. That has always had a calming effect for me. Some of my most inspired thoughts of come in the light of the Christmas tree.
So after my ever so patient husband listened to his sobbing wife, he left for scouts. I knew it was a silly thing to be so upset over, but was having a hard time convincing my heart. At 8:05, my knight in shining armor came marching through the door, new tree in tow. It brought tears to my eyes, good ones this time. He knew exactly what I needed and did it for me. I married a good man.
It is starting to feel a lot like Christmas in our house. But every time I look at this tree, I see more then ever before. I see love and selflessness. I feel gratitude for the direction the Savior has taken my life. I know I am so blessed and am grateful for this time of year. It is hard to ponder on our life and not feel overwhelmed with blessings.
Thank you Scott.
You sure know how to make a girl smile.
2 comments:
That's so sweet! I tell you, sometimes our men surprise us! (I love it when they do) And I know exactly what you mean about a glowing tree. I have ours on all day long...I don't even wait for it to get dark! You're tree looks so beautiful. I'll be honest, the first Christmas away will probably be hard. But after that one, you realize that it is nice to have extended family around, but it is also nice to have just your little family...Almost empowering in a way. Makes you feel all grown up, committed and a team. Sounds dumb, but you'll see what I mean next Christmas. Love you!
I feel the same way about the holidays this year. We too wont be seeing our parents for the holidays and I had our tree up the weekend of Thanksgiving. The earliest I have ever had. I really do need to get your phone number. Your tree is beautiful and I loved reading your story. Have a happy holiday and a very Merry CHRISTmas!
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